Monday, December 8, 2008

"It's just enough to be addicted"

Ya know, I'm lucky to have what I have right now. I'm with a boy who makes me happier than ever! I can kiss that kid for hours on end. I hate the days where we don't see each other. I hate the days when he takes FOREVER to text me back. I hate the days when he doesn't sing to me. I hate... Okay seriously, I've never felt so crazy about someone. He literally has me waiting by the phone every single day, and every time I hear the "baby answer your phone" ringtone, or see that I have a text from him, I get so hyped and can't help but have a permanent smile tattood on my face. And every time I see him for the first time everyday, my heart just fills with butterflies and I totally forget the fact that it's school, and I have to go to class. Cause I hate waiting for another hour to see his faceee. It's kind of ridiculous. Ha, i actually didn't think it was possible to be this s-p-r-u-n-g about someone. The first day that he came over, we spent like 9 hours just talking, and I knew that he was different. He's not just some guy I would date for a week and dump. There was something that I wanted so badly to strive and find. I wanted to know everything about him. His thoughts, his feelings, his past experiences. Everything. (ha, not to sound like a stalker or anything) And then a few days later, he asked me the best 5 words ever "will you be my girlfriend?"And in that second, my heart melted. But seriously, now, each day I find myself falling for him more and more. I love the whole "and I get to kiss you baby just because I can" thing I got going on. I adore him with everything in my heart. I want to give him everything. If it was possible, I'd give him the world. Ah! I really didn't think I could find anyone as amazing as he is. Seriously, all the so called "imperfections" in his eyes and mind, are all the things that make up his perfections in mine. I love falling asleep in his arms and waking up next him. I love knowing that he's mine. Everyone wants him, yes I know, and ya know what? I think it actually makes me happier knowing I have something that nobody else can have :) It's a good feeling. Haha. It's kinda crazy, because I could keep writing about the things that make me go crazy for him, but if I did that, I'd be writing until tomorrow. God, I just love every feeling, touch, and tingle he has given me. I can honestly say, I've never listened to a song more than I've listened to Magic. I've never enjoyed so many love songs than I do now. And I've never felt anything close to what I feel when I'm with him. I'm addicted to your touch, your laugh, your smile, your clothes, your singing, your perfections, your hand in mine, your hair, your eyes, your body, everything. You make me go crazy baby. I love it.

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