Something we didn't finish last night.

I'm trying to respect your friends, I really am. But seriously, you think I can do more when I'm put into that situation. But I can't. Because whenever I am put into that situation, it's just awkward and uncomfortable for me. I hate it. And to be completely honest, when you're with them, I feel that if I try to go over and kiss you and whatnot, I'm just annoying you. So, I don't really know what else to do. I mean, I'm not mad. I just feel that you would rather spend more time with them, rather than me. It just sucks that this is STILL happening. I don't really know what else to say, because you already know how I feel about this, and there is nothing else I really can say. I don't wanna make you mad either. I just want to make you understand how I feel when you do stuff like that. It is the little things like that, that bother me. I just feel like sometimes, I'm unimportant. I don't wanna be annoying, and I don't wanna make this seem like I'm immature, cause I'm not. It's just that it really chaps my ass when this constantly keeps happening. You're my first legit relationship, and I really don't want to lose it. I hate having to put up with the same shit like this, especially when it happens like once a week. I love having you in my life. You have literally had one of the biggest impacts on me. Both good and bad. And I want you to know that I love you. I know this is what I always freak out about, but if you know it's something that bothers me, why do you keep doing it?

I hate biiitches!
Seriously, fuck them in the asshole twice.

I'm not mad at you at all baby. You are fucking amazing. It's just... I feel like I have to complete with these people, and I shouldn't have to feel like that. I'm your girlfriend, and these fuckers need to realize it.