In four months, I have completely met someone entirely new, and completely fallen for him. It makes me wonder how it's possible to learn so much about one person in the matter of such a short amount of time. But I did. I wonder what you did to make me fall so head over heals, but I realized, IT'S EVERYTHING. It's like... whatever I'm missing in my life, you fill in. You're the part of me that I now need to keep myself sane. You're the part of me that I never want to let go. If I didn't have you, I would feel as though half of myself would be completely gone. AH! I don't wanna think about it. Life would suck balls.
It's insane to think that I could ever be away from him. Two days... and I DIED.
Seriously, I don't think it's possible to ever let you leave my life.
I honestly want to say this now. Whatever happens to us, I not only want, but I need us to continue to stay in each others lives. I hope that we can stay together forever (and it's insanity to think that it's already possible to want to be with someone for that long... but with you, anything is possible). Forever and always.
No matter where life takes us, I need you to be apart of mine. I don't think you truly understand... you complete me. You're the boyfriend I've always dreamed of having. You're the boyfriend I've always wanted, and never thought I'd get. You're literally everything I need. I can't stand being apart from you for five seconds. Every time we say goodbye, no joke, the second I see your car gone, I miss you. I really have an amazing feeling about us. I'm willing to do anything it takes to make you happy. GOD! I'm just so fucking crazy about you, it's almost ridiculous.
I'm so happy. I FINALLY got a valentine this year :)
The big four month is coming up.
This weekend should be amazing!
So much stuff to look forward toooooooo!
I love it.
I love this.
I love you.
End of story.
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